Oh Clag I feel like crying. I feel like throwing things across the room with all my strength, I simply feel like packing it all in and calling it a day. Why do the ferals have to be so horrible when I have to do everything on my own. Chief Feral left again this morning and wont be back til Friday night and I've had enough already I'm quite simply at the end of my tether. Baby Feral is screaming in his cot and Little Feral was put to bed.
I just dont understand it. I do so many nice things with Little Feral and he constantly misbehaves or grizzles or whinges. He's such a brat and I wonder what I'm doing wrong constantly. Quite obviously I'm a bad mother, I mean I know all kids whinge and grizzle but they dont do it ALL the time, so it must be something I'm doing.
I'm just so tired of it, its worn me down and I just find I cant deal with it anymore.
Anyway, I'm pleased to say that despite everything I've managed to remain on the eating plan and I'm definitely losing so at least that is something. In fact I better go get dinner soon, the hunger pangs are starting to bite.
Clag, what the hell am I going to do when Chief goes to Ghana for 4 weeks? I think I'll go insane.
Carla
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